hello my dear blog
i shall blog again coz im rly bored.
ohno im such a slacker. ><
went to church in e morn
then ended up slpin after i got home
and im watchin random videos now
while tryin to read mkt failure. :X

 

i find this quite entertaining :D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yCbqj4SxGJs

 

haix its quite sianifying
to know that this time next year,
i'll be muggin again..
coz e uni peepx are having their exams now!
or at least my bro lah.
but its super shuang for him
since he's flyin off to bali
the night his exams end
and his exams starts later than me but ends earlier!!
grrrrr.

 

okies enough of whining rachel lim!
shall go back to mkt failure
(and more videos ^^)

 

decided to change my entry.
coz im gonna post a happier photo real soon.
as for now..
its just another month more.


this same day next month,
it'll be all over.


ok 1 down, just a few more to go.
ohwells e paper was quite hard n unexpected
shall just hope that other subjs will be good.


JIAYOUS! ^^

ive finally made my decision.

now that its decided,
i can talk about it openly here.
my major decision
was about the china scholarship

yup,e through train to fudan or beijing uni
i know i have really high chances
especially after talkin to the teachers

everyone's talkin about how good the prospects are
emerging china and its rapid growth,
it is so much easier to go to
top western unis like harvard, yale to do ur masters
if u graduate from these unis
yw also told me
how high ur salary can be
if ure a foreigner workin in china
after graduating from these unis.

i know i have a good chance to get in
and they're all tellin me that
i have the ability to succeed there
and yet eventually,
i chose to give it up.


it took me many days to think about this
its just so hard to decide
that torturing struggle
between such a good opportunity and so many other factors
and a tough choice to make
just a few wks away from As
(especially since this scholarship
does not consider ur A lvl results)
but ive decided,
to stay in spore
i guess family is still the most important thing to me

just like ive said that my goal in life
is to earn enuf money to give my parents a good life,
money is not equivalent to happiness
they rather i stay in spore
right here by their side

it really broke my heart
when i saw my mom cry
i was only askin her if i shld go
and she just couldnt bear the thought of it.
she cried again after i told her i decided to stay
but this time, my heart felt so much better.


i guess some people will think that im insane
there'll also be others who question my choice
but perhaps everyone has different piorities in life
and we just ought to be contented with wad we have


yep. im standing firm to my choice
for this is my form of happiness.
money is not the most important
neither is ambition or status
the happiest thing anyone can experience,
is to see ur loved ones happy.


and now that ive finally decided.
this is e last day that i shall talk about this
from tomorrow onwards,
i shall put this all behind me
and just strive hard towards As.
jiayou rachel lim (: